Wearing my heart on my lens

Some days can still feel so overwhelming.  Like yesterday….not because of any one happening, but the reality of trying to run a world created by two people, that really needs two people to run it.  But now I’m only one.  I feel pulled in so many directions …things I want to do, things I have to do, things I SHOULD do.  And on days like that the only thing I CAN do to cope, is snap.

So I grab my camera and do just that.  For whatever reason, it helps. I think because it gets my “focus” somewhere other than the big old pity party I’m trying to have. 

But what truly amazed me yesterday was later when I was feeling MUCH better. I looked back at the pictures and I could see my mood through the subject matter I chose to snap.

Like this…It’s Kiki…the sweetest dog in the world, but in this shot she looks like a wild dingo dog out on a hunt…lol

 Or this shot of the storm clouds rolling in. It depicted my soul pretty well at the time.

Or this lone bird… out on a limb all by itself.  Pretty much was how I was feeling…out on a limb all alone…I told ya I was having a pity party…lol

Sigh, I guess I just wear my heart on my lens.