Well, I asked God one of my crazy questions again the other day. He surprised and delighted me with an answer, and shocked me even more at how He brought it.
I asked Him...
“Does Richard see how much I miss him, and how much I hurt?”
No matter what I was going through when Richard was alive here on earth. It would always bring me great comfort that he knew. Not that I even needed him to fix it, or have any answers for me, just that he knew and cared. And he always did. Even if he didn’t understand he had such compassion for his wifey. :)
Moving forward later in that day I received a text from a dear friend. She was thanking me for a gift I had given her YEARS ago. It was a bottle with stones shaped into tears. She wasn’t thanking me for that, she was thanking me for the little note I added to the tag, that she said she never seen before. Here it is…
She said she needed to hear that on that particular day. And, Wow! So did I!
So what does that have to do with my New Year’s resolution you ask?
I decided I’m going to stop asking God crazy questions….I’m freaking my friends out…lol
No, no, no.... I’m just kidding!
I look back at how many years ago God went ahead of my friend and I to comfort us on that given day.
So my New Year’s resolution is... "To try to allow God to use me more to bring his love and comfort. To try and be more obedient to seemingly, little details". In the process it really brings healing to us all. :)
“He” sees it all baby!