There's an abundance of valuables in dead places

Remember yesterday when I asked God “So what are your intentions?” Well ouch! He showed me! Wouldn’t it be wonderful to be as perfect as we like to make ourselves look on social media.  Oh but God!  When we let Him open up our heart and reveal the issues inside of us it can be pretty raw and painful... and I never ugly cried so much in my life!  However, the God who corrects us is also is the God who comforts us.  And His word says He corrects those whom He loves.  And then He brought me to this lovely scripture and spoke this to my heart.  

2 Chronicles 20:25...(I know, I’ve been parked here all week.... oh such treasures!!!!)

“When Jehoshaphat and his people came to take away their spoils they found among them an abundance of valuables on the dead bodies,”.  

This is what the Lord spoke to my heart... "There’s an abundance of valuables in dead places... where things look hopeless or things don’t look like there’s any possibility God says, there’s treasure in that... there’s valuables in that... there's an abundance of My grace in that.... go and collect the spoils! ” Remember the cross didn’t look like victory....and He's still rolling stones!

 

So what is your intentions?

In many different situations in my life I have asked people that question.  But today I think was the first time I ever looked at God and said “So what is your intentions?” Honestly no human that’s even involved in my situation could answer that. I find often we think that people or the actions of people are what’s creating a disturbance in our life... But what if it’s really the hand of God trying to get something to us, through us or even out of us?  Now I can’t say I got a big answer from the Lord but I really still believe that was a significant question and I know He’s going to answer it... because there was something about asking Him that question that put great peace in my heart...it really put all the balls in He court and put my focus on you’re the one that’s really in control of everything concerning me and I can trust your intentions God.  :)

You don't have to go into the wilderness...

...only to collect the spoils.

One of my favorite chapters in the Bible has to be 2 Chronicles 20... and if you’re not familiar with it please go get familiar with it. Because if you’re ever in a battle that’s bigger than you, you need to understand this truth... the battle is not yours it’s Gods! I believe this chapter is one of the best pictures of this promise.  Every time I read it I find another treasure.  Today I want to share one of those nuggets. So I’m going to set the story up for you... 

Anna's version... 

This is in the time of King Jehoshaphat who has just been informed that not one, not two... but three of his enemies are coming up from behind him to attack.  Three enemies when at an earlier time he could’ve taken them out one by one God told him not to.  So he cry's out asking the Lord, "what do I do?". And the Lord tells him "This isn’t your battle all you have to do is position yourself and I’m going to fight this one for you.".  So the position Jehoshaphat takes with his people is to praise and to worship the Lord as they go down to the place God told them their enemies would be.  However in verse 24 this is the nugget the Lord showed me today.  It says... “So when Judah came to the place overlooking the wilderness they looked towards the multitudes and there were their dead bodies falling on the earth no one had escaped.” 

You see the story is that as they worshiped the Lord and kept their focus on God.  God has their enemies destroy each other. 

(Now isn't that’s a wonderful exciting plot twist!!!!! Probably the one I was looking for yesterday. Lol) 

What I never saw before was that God had taken them to the place “overlooks the wilderness” it says.  They didn’t go into the wilderness... only to collect the spoils after their enemy was defeated. Why that blesses me is sometimes when we’re in a battle we think we have to go into that wilderness even as we are waiting for God to fight it for us. That wilderness of depression, that wilderness of despair, that wilderness of sickness.  But No, God is saying you don’t have to when I’m fighting your battles you only have to stand on the edge of that wilderness and see your enemies defeated then go and collect the spoils! Well hallelujah I hope that bless someone like it did me!

Only with your eyes shall you look and see the reward of the wicked. 

 Psalms 91:8

Plot Twist

Often I'll get the name of my blog post before I have the body of it. So when I woke up this morning and the Lord said "plot twist' I had a sneaking suspension the day was going to have to play out before I would get the rest.

But as it did it became more and more uneventful and I honestly started feeling down.  I realized I took “plot twist” to mean something major was going to shift or change in my circumstances...something visible I would see with my eyes. A big this is your day from God!  (I know then what’s the sense of faith right?) So when nothing happened I really had to start fighting discouragement.  It was becoming obvious to me my expectations of what God meant by the title of this blog was clearly not what God meant.  As I was quietly contemplating all of this on my drive home from work this evening. My beautiful wise beyond her years granddaughter turns to me and said, "So did you get your plot twist?"  I was actually surprised by what came out of my mouth.  I said, "In the natural no.  But maybe the plot twist was something God wants to happen in my heart first so He can bring it to pass."  Her reply made me tear up, she says “Maybe so Grammy, because God knows everything and He wants you to see it the way He does.  Its kind of like reading a book over and over again and you watch the characters struggle but you’re excited because you know the ending is good and everything turns out wonderful.” Oh the gems that come out of the mouths of children!  And a child shall lead them along with a timely messages on your Wawa cup. :)

Pulling Weeds with God

me: What do I do right now?
God: Pull those weeds.
me: so I did....
...And a blog post was born.

I find when my life is in a "surprise season"... and what I mean by that is something I didn’t see coming.... i.e.  Covid  

I need to stay very focused on the heart of God to help me navigate through it. So the above conversation is a very normal part of my day.  I find God speaks to me in the simplest things and the greatest revelations of His love and care come to me this way. 

So now I’m going to paint you the picture of my weed pulling time with God and how He spoke to my heart. He really does still speak in parables if we listen. 

As soon as I bent over and started pulling weeds my little 3lbs  Yorky Ricky started to bark her head off and the more I pulled weeds the more she barked.  For whatever reason she just did not like that I was doing this.  But after a time she quieted herself down now more interested with the new smells that had been unearthed from the weed pulling. For dogs those are pleasurable smells I suppose.  As I was finishing up it started to rain which cleaned up my job nicely.  I knew God was trying to get a message across to me in this seemly simple task but I didn't see it till hours later when I was in my quiet time with the Lord pouring out my heart about something I was just not happy about...then I realized I was Ricky! Here I was barking at God because I didn’t understand what he was doing and then I realized He was just weeding my garden to bring out a more beautiful fragrance...and that thought brought such a refreshing rain to my soul. Thank you Lord for the intimate way you speak to our hearts and how you and only you can restore our soul. 

 

...Make my garden breathe out fragrance, Let its spices be wafted abroad. May my beloved come into his garden And eat its choice fruits!"

Song of Solomon 4:16 

 

Stuck in the middle with you

When I wrote yesterday‘s blog I wasn’t intending there to be a part two. However in an anonymous comment from somebody named “Hope Floats”  something stirred in my heart that I’d like to share with you today. First of all, ANYONE that knows me knows that is my all-time favorite movie. 

It’s the story of a wife who is publicly shamed at the knowledge of her husband‘s affair with her best friend on national television. She then has to restart her life with her daughter, go back to her hometown to live with her very eccentric mother and face many of the reasons why her life got to where it did.  It’s actually a great depiction of what I blogged about yesterday on having to go back to move forward.  And of course it’s an adorable love story... so I won’t give any more detail in case you haven’t seen it. But oh if you haven’t go rent it! I always see Jesus all over this movie. How He comes in and redeems our lives and rescues us when we are the most broken. 

But there is one famous line from this movie that I will share with you...it is...  

“Beginnings are scary, endings are often sad, but it’s the middle that counts the most.”

 And that’s where I find myself right now... in the middle .... I think sometimes the hardest place to be in our Christian walk is in the middle. Because beginnings we know ...endings we know, but middles, well middles are often a place where we might not see very much detail. It’s where faith has to really have its way in our life, where we have to lean on and trust the author of our story, which is Jesus.  So today if you find yourself in the middle like me and you don’t have very many details for your future just give hope a chance to float up, and it will. 

Return to your stronghold, O prisoners of hope; even today I declare that I will restore to you double. Zachariah 9:12

That video just cracked me up... because after I wrote this post I asked the Lord what picture or video should I add? I kept hearing this 70's song "stuck in the middle with you" playing in my head. I looked it up in many different versions but all seem inappropriate...(well except maybe the line "clowns to the left of me jokers to the right" just kidding LOL). So I’m looking at God saying how do you want me to use this song?! The Lord says to my heart, "Put in google search the name of the song then add Christian lyrics after". So I did, and this is what it gave me! You just can’t make this stuff up... God is so cool and so fun!  

Digging up old wells

"You can't go back."  This is a popular saying in our culture. But what I love about God is He has a way of taking us back and moving us forward at the same time. Recently someone said to me when I was looking for some direction in my life, 

"Go back to where you started." 

I love the story in Genesis 26 starting in verse 12 where Isaac was told to go back and dig up the old wells that had been filled in by the Philistines after the death of Abraham.

That's what happens to us sometimes in life. Our dreams are like those wells and they get filled in with the muck and cares of this world so we have to go back and dig them up.  To sum up the ending of that story it goes like this... because Isaac was obedient and dug up the wells it brought him to a place of prosperity and peace with his enemies when they saw God was with him. So I'm say all that to say this...that is why I'm blogging again.  I had a dream here and I've come back to dig it up so I can move forward. 

And I'll leave you with this prayer my dear friends. 

Lord, for anyone reading this post today in your mercy and kindness reveal to them where wells (dreams) have been filled in by the enemy then give them the courage and the boldness to dig them back up! 

In Jesus name...Amen! 

Looking for grace in all the wrong places

We can't expect to find the grace for something that hasn't even hit our life yet.  That's what makes worry such a tormenting tool of the enemy. He flashes a "what if this happens?" thought into our minds, and if we are not careful to take every thought captive as we are told to do in 2 Corinthians 10:5,  It becomes an argument or like the word says a high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God.  I don't know if anyone can relate to this but I'm just going to be real here and share what happens to me if I let myself get to that point.  I get stuck in my head looking for solutions to problems I don't even have, and in reality most likely won't. Wow, what an energy zappy that is!  But if the trouble does come you can rest assure in this truth my friends... nothing comes into the life of a believe that does not come with great grace. We cant look for tomorrows grace nor the next situations grace we might face if we haven't even arrived there yet.  Gods grace is sufficient when we are smack dab in the middle of our need for it.  So stop looking for grace in all the wrong places I promise you it will be there waiting for you with wide open arms when you need it.

PS. I think I'm naming my next dog Grace...better yet Great Grace. ;)