Day 1

I don’t think I have ever been happier to see the first day of spring in all my life then I am this year. Somewhere inside of me I guess there is this hope that with the natural changing of the seasons the winter season of my soul will also be coming to an end.  So I look for any sign of spring in my soul as well as in the natural. I remember having a dream about a year before Richard died. That I was in the driver seat of a car and Richard was in the passenger seat.  He took his foot and reached it over on to the gas pedal and floored it... then he fell asleep and I could not wake him up. I was coming down a winding mountain road and I cried out to God…”What do I do?!” He said “Just keep your eyes on the dashes in the road and you will be fine.” Then I woke up.  Well the other day I was looking through my phone and found this picture I must have saved at some point but do not remember it whatsoever.  It reminded me of that dream and I am taking it as a sign of spring for my soul.

If you need a sign of spring for your soul, then you take it too.J

And no matter what it looks like….it’s not over!